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I’ve been in this industry since 2005. I can honestly say this industry has changed my life in more ways then one. With every change one is to make there have been good moments and there have been bad moments. Not to indulge into my history too much but there have been more good moments then bad.

Porn wasn’t what I thought it would be when I first started. I envisioned wild and crazy parties, everyone fucking everyone and drugs being used like it were not a care in the world. WRONG. It was the exact opposite. Most of the talent that was hired were real professional and respectful. I didn’t witness any hard drug use on set and there were parties being thrown but I wasn’t invited. I took a risk of asking where the parties were and was quickly scolded with being told if the bosses aren’t at the party there’s no reason for you to be.

I felt like porn was a secret society. I mean we are filming sex in all of these homes across the city and nobody knows. Not only was this exciting it was cool to wave at the neighbors who looked at me taking out the trash. The funniest part was my trash consisted of used douches and enemas with cum filled baby wipes. I wanted to take out the overly used dildo to flop it around to see their reaction but thought better of it incase we used the location again.

Being a witness to how these individuals had sex with others watching became very fascinating to me. I always wondered if I had what it took to do the same. I remember paying close attention to positions and how the guys went about performing with crazy stamina and without really breaking a sweat. I tried out some of the moves I did and they worked. I mean I don’t take it as I’m bad in the sack but with everything in life I try to learn from everything. Once I applied what I learned I became a BEAST.

To Be Continued…..